It's time to be a big girl now ... and big girls don't cry

So my residents have this new line, and any time anyone does something stupid all you here is "grow up" well unless your Draz of course then that's all you here is YERRRR..  Grow up?, well who wants to do that.

Speaking of growing up, my not so little sister turned sweet 16 not to long ago, who would of thought the Adams' would add another driver into the mix. I'm sure mom is stoked to teach a 4th child how to drive.  Makes me remember my first time driving....uhhh I still hate it.

This year I have been trying to have this new outlook on life.  I am trying to get myself back to how I used to be, which I have been pretty successful.  My residents told me I am acting happy again, which instantly makes my day better.  I have been going to the gym everyday with my seeeester, Rachel.  I am her trainer, I make her life a living hell for the hour and a half we are at the gym, but she goes home happy because she gets to admire her muscles.  Having all my classes on Tuesday and Thursday is actually a nightmare.  It's pretty stressful all homework is due at the same time on the same days and it gets overwhelming.  The career fair is around the corner, which always stresses me out.  Got to keep searching for those internships or coops, I think once I have one I will just be in a lot better shape.

I think what I really need to do is go back to what I do best, making others happy/making them laugh.  So I will be doing my acts of kindness again! I actually already started. I recently bought a bracelet for my seeester Rachel, a bracelet that reminds us no matter what faith and hope will get us through the toughest days.  I had a resident who was frantically trying to find his calculator 10 min before his chem exam, and I ran to my room to give him mine.  I know they sound like silly things, but making people happy is the only thing that makes me happy! 

I can't believe the first month of the new year is already over, and I feel like I haven't accomplished much.  I think I need a jump start for February.  Get some more miles in on the track, step it up a notch in my classes, put a smile on, and try to enjoy even the toughest days because:

"Life's to easy to be so damn complicated"

Anybody with me?