This blog post is unlike any of my other blog post. Mainly because yes you can sense some feelings in other blog posts but none of them are about expressing feelings or expressing feelings for another person. Before this sounds like a diary entry circa fifth grade let me clear something up: I am NOT confessing my love to someone through a blog post. I was recently catching up on this show called Awkward. It's on MTV and for the people that haven't watched it, its about typical high school drama and crushes.
It made me reminisce on my past crushes. For example in elementary school when this guy gave me a fat lip on the playground. Once I woke up in the nurses office, I remember my friends saying the next day "OMG you guys are totally getting married". I grinned with my new fat lip as blood rolled down my face.
As I am writing this I am literally laughing my ass of it sounds so dumb, but it's true.
As we grow up we have crushes on people. And almost 90% of the time we don't tell them, but we let ourselves get hurt by watching them fall in love with someone else. I am guilty of this but I also have expressed my feelings.
I have tried multiple tactics........
1) That random Tuesday night text finally getting my feelings off my chest, to only realize the next day my friend asked me if I was drunk texting him. Most people would say on a TUESDAY??! But with me it sounded like a good assumption.
2) I tried the surprise gifts and inside jokes, that only lead to what could of been the worst outcome to sending someone something. And I didn't even get a thank you.
3) I tried the DTR (Define The Relationship) well that worked for a night?
As I hope many of you are getting a laugh about how awkward my life has been, I hope you are learning something too. You have to tell people how you feel, no matter how embarrassed you might be. What's the worst that can happen you can have a story like mine? Well then you will have a pretty awesome blog that a lot of people read.
But the best thing about telling people how you feel is you only need that one person to have the same feelings back. I mean that's how relationships start right, you find that one person. So no matter how many times you get rejected you only need one person to say "Hey you know what Mary I think you are really baller too". I am guessing you guys want a little more romantic reaction then me but feelings still make me uneasy.
So all I am saying is step out of your comfort zone, and express your feelings. You might get hurt, but don't just wait around in a WTF relationship, because feelings aren't something that are easy to understand. YOU HAVE TO TALK ABOUT THEM, no matter how uncomfortable they make you feel.
Ya know what I'm sayin'?
I'm ready to express my feelings..................................................I think?
Anybody with me?
